Well last Wednesday Jax had to have a procedure done, it was painless( for him anyways) but had to be put under (scary!) I revived a phone call yesterday that next Thursday we are set up for the same procedure again. The dr says the sooner we get it to heal the way we want it to the sooner we don't have to do this anymore. So I suppose that's kinda what gets me through. I kills me worrying about my little guy. But I know things could be so much worse, so I count my blessings and thank the lord often.
All I can seem to think about lately is when I was pregnant. Everything was normal, no problems but I worried constantly, but that's just who I am. I worry. The doctors and all of the tests that were ran reassure me that nothing I did or could have done would have done this or changed it. I just know that I could have never expected to spend the first two weeks of my newborns life in the hospital..... Or him having SURGERY at only 4 days old. I have no idea why all of this has been on my mind. But the whole situation now just seems like a blur... Or a bad dream until I receive a phone call like yesterday's.
Ok..... Sorry! I get side tracked! Anyways this week was Jaxs two month check up, which meant shots.... I cried and cried.....he was sore the rest of the day so we basically just snuggled> But he weighed 12lbs 2oz!!! he is getting so chunchy! and he is right at 24 inches long! today he is 10 weeks old..... this seems just like yesterday...........
I love my job, really- its the getting ready, everything together, Jax all set for the afternoon that is the downer!!! We are so blessed that he doesn't have to go to a setter though, I just wait for hunter to get home then go! And its only once or twice a week! And I enjoy getting away from the house.
There was more i wanted to talk about but cant seem to remember what it is....... that happens a lot these days :)
God Bless
Sweet Jax. I didn't realize he was going to have to have more procedures. Do you know how many or does it just depend on his progress? Bless your little family. It's just good to know that he won't remember any of this! He's so lucky to have such an involved mommy and daddy!
ReplyDeleteThanks! And your right, he will never remember all of this, I suppose it's harder on us then him. Either way it breaks my heart! But ya it all just depends on how narrow its healing. They are trying to get it to heal larger so we don't have to do this much longer.... If that makes sense?
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